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[04 Jan 2009|10:34pm] i feel very empty.  there's a part of me that's hollow and i don't know how to feel that void.  i think the only way for it to be filled is if i'm in love and in a serious relationship, and i haven't been in love or a relationship in a year and almost four months.  i haven't felt this way for that long, but as of late, it's a pain that's literally aching and makes me sob.  i'm painfully tired of being extremely unhappy, as a whole.  there are plenty of times where i'm laughing and having a great time with people i love, but as a whole, at the end of the day, i feel utterly empty and alone.  i really don't think i can go on feeling this way.  part of me is afraid of falling in love again, because i'm afraid of losing it.  if i get it and lose it again, i think that would officially break me.  i feel like i'm always on the brink of tears, even now.  i just want it to end. 19 burned with the fire of | 10 million stars

[04 Jan 2008|11:00pm] This is going to be friends only :) please ask to be added first before adding me =] 17 burned with the fire of | 10 million stars

[31 Dec 2007|04:01pm] [ mood | bitter ] I take it back.  I take it completely back.  I didn't mean it at all, I just felt obligated.  10 million stars

[28 Dec 2007|09:55pm] I'm not sure if what I'm thinking is right.  But I'm not stupid, and I can put two and two together.   I'm so sick of this shit.  And I'm getting tired of listening to her shit.   I'm going to try as hard as I can to ignore this.  But who the fuck am I kidding; I'm going to be thinking about it all the time. 3 burned with the fire of | 10 million stars

[27 Dec 2007|10:51am] i'm tired of feeling and being left out. it doesn't matter that much though, in the end, because i know i won't really see half this people after graduation. 8 burned with the fire of | 10 million stars

[23 Dec 2007|01:44pm] I want to have an amazing New Years Eve this year. 10 million stars

[20 Dec 2007|04:18pm] you're such a fucking tool, i can't stand you 6 burned with the fire of | 10 million stars

[19 Dec 2007|09:22pm]  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CMnRaV8UmCY&feature=related so good! 10 million stars

[17 Dec 2007|05:06pm] i'm comparing myself to everyone who applyed to the same schools as i did and got accepted. i'm afraid i won't get in anywhere 10 million stars

[16 Dec 2007|03:08pm] [ music | "gimme one reason"--tracy chapman ] this youthful heart can love you and give you what you need  10 million stars

[12 Dec 2007|09:37pm] See now, this is getting annoying. 10 million stars

[09 Dec 2007|09:19pm] Ooo, look at that over there! Why, it's a love! 10 million stars

[04 Dec 2007|05:06pm] If you lead, I will follow. If you turn, I will look. If you beckon, I will come.   It's that simple. 18 burned with the fire of | 10 million stars

[03 Dec 2007|04:54pm] [ music | area all state singing georgia on my mind ] I'm really glad this cd came in; I think I'm a little overexcited about it :D yeah baby  10 million stars

[28 Nov 2007|07:17pm] because of drama, i didn't have time to get a flu shot. subsequently, i now have the fucking flu. 7 burned with the fire of | 10 million stars

[26 Nov 2007|07:53pm] Now I feel like an ass. This is why I don't take a lot of risks. 2 burned with the fire of | 10 million stars

[25 Nov 2007|05:54pm] going to the city makes me want to be in a relationship 6 burned with the fire of | 10 million stars

[22 Nov 2007|12:05pm] When we say "I love you" to each other, I truly mean it. 2 burned with the fire of | 10 million stars

[18 Nov 2007|09:50pm] there really isn't anything you can name that is anything like a dame. 8 burned with the fire of | 10 million stars

[15 Nov 2007|09:13pm] I'm so, so happy right now :D 6 burned with the fire of | 10 million stars

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